"No one will ever understand how much it hurts."

Мemories in cigarette smoke..

"Two years he walks the earth. No phone, no pool, no pets, no cigarettes. Ultimate freedom. An extremist. An aesthetic voyager whose home is the road. Escaped from Atlanta. Thou shalt not return, ‘cause “the West is the best.” And now after two rambling years comes the final and greatest adventure. The climactic battle to kill the false being within and victoriously conclude the spiritual pilgrimage. Ten days and nights of freight trains and hitchhiking bring him to the Great White North. No longer to be poisoned by civilization he flees, and walks alone upon the land to become lost in the wild."

Alexander Supertramp May 1992 

"Without you, I’m nothing. I’m so lost, hug me, tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me."

"When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
When you lose something you can’t replace"

"I’ve loved and I’ve lost."

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk. Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt. Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me. Because of you I am afraid. I lost my way and it’s not too long before you point it out. I cannot cry because I know that’s weakness in your eyes. I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life. My heart can’t possibly break when it wasn’t even whole to start with.